fairy tales are POISONOUS;

JUST A REMINDER...

2005-07-15T00:47:04Z

attention ladies and gentlemen,
i no longer post here, so if you want the goods, add my other lj - exigency.

merci.

life & death.

2005-06-08T06:30:00Z

i took these in my mothers backyard.

i forgot the name of these flowers pictured in the first two, but my mother insisted i take pictures of them as this type of flower blooms and then dies a few days later.

rasputina.

2005-05-25T20:51:27Z

here are some pictures from the "recital" last week (finally).

joanna and i before the rendevous.

some of these are a bit grainy, mostly due to the fact that i was using my zoom lens. i didnt get as close to the stage as i wanted to because too many smelly hippies were in the way. and lord jesus almighty knows that i do not like stank. also, no flash was used because i didnt want to annoy the lovely ladies (and man) with my annoying bright light.

melora.

zoe.

and the oh-so-amusing jon.

jon (the drummer) and i, after the show;
the girls didnt come out so i didnt get to talk to them.
jon was entertaining though.

THE END.

for the record.

2005-05-24T04:51:12Z

i have a huge bruise on my VAGINA from freak-humping holli at the club last night.
(mental note: one boney-ass hooker should never hump another boney-ass hooker).
at least it was hot.

and on a COMPLETELY different note, i registered for next quarter today.
i will be taking 18 hours.
i am going to cry now.

lovelovelovelove.

2005-05-13T23:13:32Z

me and my tess; the cutest puppy ever.™

she likes my kisses.

i have no idea what im looking at. BUT I LOVE MY PUPPY!

only tuesday?

2005-05-11T06:01:17Z

im bored.
i want to go somewhere. miles and miles somewhere.

i took this picture on the way to oklahoma city last december. it was sunset and i remember being amazed by all the pinks and blues and the vagueness of the trees in the distance. it didnt look like a winter scene at all. its funny how sometimes those moments are all i need to revive myself.

i found out yesterday that in order to graduate when i want, im going to have to start taking 16-18 hours a quarter instead of my usual 12-14. and because my school is (mostly) year-round, i will have to do this for the next year and (almost) a half STRAIGHT in order to get my bachelors degree.

and just the thought of that leaves me bored. im ready.

JOANNA.

2005-04-29T17:26:48Z

this is joanna. joanna has very nice cleavage. i shot these last week in denton.

mommy, can i go out and kill tonight?

2005-04-25T04:20:15Z

these are my favorites from my shoot with mouse ramone that i had this past week. i agreed to it because he said it would be a bit film noir and i would get to play with weapons. like knives and such. it was glorious, really.

(i did the red/blood-coloring on these last two).

i dont think this one even looks like me! but i do look evilllll, so all is good.

we did a few shots that were fetish-esque. i wasnt too into them though, considering i had to act a bit submissive. as of late, i think i see myself more as a controlling type, so these shots required some acting. i actually had to concentrate in order to not laugh. awesome.

THE END.

once upon a time;

2005-04-19T06:01:11Z

i made this for school. we had to design and illustrate a cover for a non-existent book. i started with this sketch of mine and finished it up in illustrator. i had lots of fun with this since the story of cinderella has always frustrated me, even as a wee little one. i just could not get past the fact that cinderella had to be a lazy bum and wait around for a prince to save her instead of just sticking up for her own precious self. (no, im not kidding. yes, i really am this insane). soooo; in my much better/way cooler/bees-knees version of cinderella, instead of waiting for mister prince to get off his royal ass and help her, she just does the dirty deed herself - in her own way, of course. a bit messier than a glass slipper but much quicker and MUCH more realistic, dont you think?

i <3 karin.

2005-04-13T05:35:34Z

yeah yeah yeah, everyone is a fucking model these days. i dont really consider myself one. but i do love to help out other "artists" and anyone with a creative vision of sorts that i can peek into. i help them, they help me. its kind of like karma. anyway, i (finally) got back the photos from a "shoot" i did for my friend karin over my spring break. miss karin is a talented young darling i also go to school with. here are my two favorite ones. i love what she did with them. they look all surreal and glow-ey and i think better than my stuff. haha. look?

CLOUDIA.

2005-04-07T22:48:01Z

this is cloudia. she can speak two languages and belongs to my friend gus guts. and yes, she really is punk rockkkk.